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Suicidal Thoughts

They play on repeat in my head. 

Why is my life so messed up?

We’re Just Friends

That’s where we stand. He’s going through a rough time right now and I can respect that. I hope we’ll get even closer as friends and then maybe get back to where we were but only time will tell. If he is only going to be my friend, I can be happy with that.

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Me and Him

He got distant

We talked about it.

We’re good now. Had a great night. 

We got into a discussion about what we are. We both said we don’t want a relationship right now because we’re just not ready for one. 

But we’re going to continue doing what we’re doing and see how that works out. It’s dangerous but it just might work for us. 

I like him. He likes me. 

I’m just afraid of getting hurt still. But I don’t know if he would do that to me. He might. It’s possible. I could hurt him too.

But right now, I think I have bigger problems. 

Just freak out, let it go!

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Dear You,

I really like you. I even thought about not going away to school because of you. But then I realized we only hang out about once a week. Whenever I ask you to hang out, you’re busy with something else. I know we’re not a couple but I don’t feel very important in your life. 

I feel like you are important to me than I am to you. I hate that. It might not be true. You might be pulling away because I’m leaving but it’s nice to acknowledged. 

We’re really great when we’re in the same room, but not apart. We can’t hold a conversation through text and we don’t call. 

It sucks that you’re so sweet and understanding or wouldn’t be so hard to pull away from you. 

I’m not going to text you anymore. 

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